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dream_labyrinthI feel terrible. Listening to Cat People as loud as the cassette player in my car manages was not good for my headache, but it drowned out all other sounds around me, and that was just what I needed.
See these tears so blue
An ageless heart that can never mend
These tears can never dry
A judgement made can never bend
My parents are back from vacation, and I need to get my mind to accept that I am no longer alone. I feel like a panther in a cage. I can't get away, but it is not a good idea to come too close to me.
I try to get away from them all as much as possible, but tonight my mom isn't home and my dad can't be alone, he always need audience. I had about half an hour on the computer before he came to have me help him. Wanted me to type a letter for him. He has a lapop, so why bother me? I am not your fucking secretary! I wanted to yell at him, but of course I didn't. I did type the letter, printed it and gave it to him to sign.
But he still makes me crazy. He has this tendency of talking hours about completely obvious and fairly uninteresting things that makes me want to scream and hit something.
So I try to spend even more time alone, looking busy. Computers are great for that.
According to google, I am the only person with my name living. There have been others before, in the 18th and 19th century, but none since, I think.
There is a page that is called dream_labyrinth, by somebody whose name is angel and who paints manga figures. Not me. There also is Dream_Labyrinth on some cyrillic, probably Russian site. As I don't know enough of Slavic languages, I can't say.
Apart from that, I am fairly unique.
See these tears so blue
An ageless heart that can never mend
These tears can never dry
A judgement made can never bend
My parents are back from vacation, and I need to get my mind to accept that I am no longer alone. I feel like a panther in a cage. I can't get away, but it is not a good idea to come too close to me.
I try to get away from them all as much as possible, but tonight my mom isn't home and my dad can't be alone, he always need audience. I had about half an hour on the computer before he came to have me help him. Wanted me to type a letter for him. He has a lapop, so why bother me? I am not your fucking secretary! I wanted to yell at him, but of course I didn't. I did type the letter, printed it and gave it to him to sign.
But he still makes me crazy. He has this tendency of talking hours about completely obvious and fairly uninteresting things that makes me want to scream and hit something.
So I try to spend even more time alone, looking busy. Computers are great for that.
According to google, I am the only person with my name living. There have been others before, in the 18th and 19th century, but none since, I think.
There is a page that is called dream_labyrinth, by somebody whose name is angel and who paints manga figures. Not me. There also is Dream_Labyrinth on some cyrillic, probably Russian site. As I don't know enough of Slavic languages, I can't say.
Apart from that, I am fairly unique.
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Date: 2004-09-07 12:35 pm (UTC)You have a Ph.D.? No I am scared of you. *gg*
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