I forgot to mention...
Nov. 4th, 2005 11:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dream_labyrinthTomorrow is the huge annual alumni meeting of my school.
I'll go, because I basically always go when I'm here for it.
However, I feel a bit ambivalent about it.
I go there to see the teachers. But there have been huge changes since I left school 5 years ago. Teachers have retired and now only come to the meetings as "alumni" themselves. New teachers are there who don't know me. Which annoys me because I was somewhat notorious among the teachers while I was there.
The teachers I know have changed a lot. And that is weird because the world is not supposed to change while I'm not looking, dammit!
I don't go there to see the classmates. There will likely not be a lot of my classmates anyway. Usually, it takes about ten years for people to think it worthwhile to come to the meetings.
And the day I will look forward to meeting my classmates there is the day I can walk in there, fantastically dressed, surrounded by my close friends, with one or more guys worshipping at my feet.
And then I'd go in and greet them kindly, smile at their huge eyes and open mouths and leave with one more bill settled.
I'll go, because I basically always go when I'm here for it.
However, I feel a bit ambivalent about it.
I go there to see the teachers. But there have been huge changes since I left school 5 years ago. Teachers have retired and now only come to the meetings as "alumni" themselves. New teachers are there who don't know me. Which annoys me because I was somewhat notorious among the teachers while I was there.
The teachers I know have changed a lot. And that is weird because the world is not supposed to change while I'm not looking, dammit!
I don't go there to see the classmates. There will likely not be a lot of my classmates anyway. Usually, it takes about ten years for people to think it worthwhile to come to the meetings.
And the day I will look forward to meeting my classmates there is the day I can walk in there, fantastically dressed, surrounded by my close friends, with one or more guys worshipping at my feet.
And then I'd go in and greet them kindly, smile at their huge eyes and open mouths and leave with one more bill settled.
