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Sep. 14th, 2005 06:05 pmI can't believe how whiny I have been recently.
Dammit, I am supposed to be calm and cool and relaxed.
I am the strong, the professional one in this place.
I am the person who fucking everybody can rely on, no matter what.
I am the person to do all the work that's necessary to get the job done.
And I am the kid who has no problem with other people earning the praise for my work.
So what the fuck is wrong with me?
I guess I should just read flist instead of posting for a while, until I am up to saying anything useful or at least interesting instead of boring everybody to death.
ETA: And the patrons have outdone themselves. The last one showed up at six. We close at 4:30, theoretically. According to the sign on the door, we close at 4. Nowhere a word of six.
Dammit, I am supposed to be calm and cool and relaxed.
I am the strong, the professional one in this place.
I am the person who fucking everybody can rely on, no matter what.
I am the person to do all the work that's necessary to get the job done.
And I am the kid who has no problem with other people earning the praise for my work.
So what the fuck is wrong with me?
I guess I should just read flist instead of posting for a while, until I am up to saying anything useful or at least interesting instead of boring everybody to death.
ETA: And the patrons have outdone themselves. The last one showed up at six. We close at 4:30, theoretically. According to the sign on the door, we close at 4. Nowhere a word of six.
