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Sometimes I just hate the fact that I depend on computers and internet connection so much.
I am very grateful they exist because otherwise I'd just be as lonely and pretending to like it as I was for most of my life (and yes, I do realize that this sounds silly from somebody who's generally considered too young to have had much of a life), but sometimes I wish I was like all those millions of people who can just call up their friends or drop by their houses for a chat and a nice cup of tea.
As it is, I sit around wondering whether anybody will be online, whether there will be new LJ posts, new emails, new anything.

Which is mostly due to the fact that my family is trying their best to annoy me and I've finished reading Prisoner of Azkaban and have not brought Goblet of Fire with me, so I have nothing to do. I just feel like I should be something, I just don't know what.
Weekends don't become me, that's all. Better to be swamped with work.